Its Positive v/s Negative..

Day: 15 January, 2012.

Bell Rang.. Ting Tong. Its as usual my maid came at 7.00. But Today I was in no mood to open the door.. Off course it is Sunday,... the only day to sleep till you can. I was in bed, and was praying to God that there should be 5 days in week for office.

The bell rang again. I took my pillow to the ear and got to sleep. My maid press the bell harder to 2 or 3 time more. But receiving no response she returned.

At 9.00 my cell phone got a call. It Sushant, calling me to come at ground to play semifinal. As obvious i am not a classic player, the only reason he called was that he was not able to collect 11 players.

Some how i managed to get in ground my 9.30. My Boss was playing in opponent team. Opponent team was very strong, But some how we have scored so much that match can have a fight.
Three wicket for 14 runs. We still have a chance. My boss came to bating, and at the age of 40 he has played such a game, I was astonished. Opponent team won by 5 wkts. My boss was not out till end.

Here my -Ve feeling attached on me. What I am?? Who I am?? Even My boss perform very well in office works. He is good in Sports. People have respect for him. I Suddenly saw to almost every one, every one has a guts in sports.

I am only good in studies. Even not in that, I haven't chosen IAS exams, even i haven't given CAT Exams. I am so so looking boy. I am not a reach guy. I was depressed and returned to home. I made "Halwa" my own and ate it with Manoj and Kabra.

As today was Maker Skranti, I prefer to go to temple than a movie. I Reached to temple and after prayer , i sat aside in a corner of temple. As I closed my eyes, Some voice from inner soul, may be called voice of GOD asking me not to depress. Being simple is not an easy task. You are lovable in your friends, a proud son your parents. you are trustworthy guy. Now Listen, From place where you came rare people have chance to get such a good position. Now about sports, Its your genetic.. not you. But you can improve in that. Yous profession is not playing games, Sports must be source of physical fitness for you. For that you dont need to be best in that. Just as you had started to write for mental healthiness, just start the sports for youe physcial Fitness.

As in movies it happens, someone rang the bell in temple. I opened my eyes. There was a smile on my face. I have understood why people come to temple. Its a sourse of positive energy.

I made dinner for me, and i realized i have become a cook. I am happy.

Thanks God.